Hidup terasa begitu penuh kejutan. Mondar mandir antara suka dan duka. Tidak sedang berada di sebuah roda berputar atau sedang mendaki gunung. Tapi sedang menjadi peran utama dalam skenario misterius dan unik ciptaan Tuhan. Tetaplah mencari "Benang Merah" dari setiap kisah nyata.

Selasa, 25 Agustus 2015

Loving you in one month

I will forget the pattern of my old writing. Now i'm going to write down all the feeling without any restriction. Yeah, today is August 24, which is exactly in the next month i will leave Berlin, Germany. The city with all sophisticated education system and an impressive public transportation system. Well, that's not really i'm going to miss, but you. We met here in Berlin, we have no one at that time, we don't know anything about Berlin at that time, we are just like Aliens who have left our daily life in our homeland. We're not looking for someone to be a special person in our life, we were just attending an official invitation, just it.

Day by day we always be together, i showed you my love that i've never done before. I knew that you need time to believe, to understand and to confess all of these things. I'm always happy around you, just to be beside you, is all i want to. Month by month, we were talking further about the future, some challenges remain there, waiting to solved. I remember when you open your note, then ask me to write down my future list, my plan. I wrote all those plans on my head, actually you just made me more in love with you, to have a woman with "plan oriented" is all that i need. In the other hand, we just heading another problem, that we realized that you will stay there and i will stay there, at least distance will separate us for a long time.

My mother few days ago said that, "I can't say no to your choice, if you love her, go ahead" she said tenderly. What a mother, i love you mom. By time, one by one problem in our relationship is resolved. I just remember one quote, "If there is a will, there is a way". In Islam, there is a Hadist said like this, "Innamal a’malu binniyat" that means "all actions are based on the intentions". Thus, all of your plan will precisely depend on your heart, your good intention, Allah will always hear that.

So, in the last month of our time, i just want to be with you as long as possible. Let's go to another hidden paradise spot in Berlin. Ich liebe dich, mein Stern.

with love.

Berlin, August 24, 2015

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