Hidup terasa begitu penuh kejutan. Mondar mandir antara suka dan duka. Tidak sedang berada di sebuah roda berputar atau sedang mendaki gunung. Tapi sedang menjadi peran utama dalam skenario misterius dan unik ciptaan Tuhan. Tetaplah mencari "Benang Merah" dari setiap kisah nyata.

Minggu, 21 Juni 2015

Sometimes


Sometimes you do not have to do your best,
sometimes you just need to do what is necessary.

Sometimes you should not believe what have you been thinking,
sometimes it would be better to believe what others say.

Sometimes you must help the other people first,
sometimes to help yourself first is even more crucial.

Sometimes you will go with the compelling reason,
sometimes you will go without any substantial purpose.

You will never know what is right, if you never get wrong.
Sometimes you let the truth as a mystery.

You will never win the game, if you only watch it.
Sometimes the game ends without a winner.

Thus, when will that "sometimes" occur?
you're supposed to know it.


Berlin, June 21, 2015

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Kamis, 18 Juni 2015

Juara Kedua



Berapa banyak lagi cemburu, berapa banyak bual?
Terhanyut menepis realita, kau bukanlah milikku
Aku pilihan, kaulah jawaban, jelaskan arti adil
Tolong menetap utuh karena aku letih berbagi

Mampukah kekasihmu setangguh aku?
Menunggu tapi tak ditunggu, bertahan tapi tak ditahan

Sampai kapan kau mau begini? Menjalani kisah rahasia
Tak sadarkah di balik senyuman, sungguh aku terluka?
Jika kau tidak bisa pastikan, sudahlah aku mengalah saja
Kau adalah pemenang walaupun aku juara kedua

Pada sebuah titik bifurkasi, sudikah kau mengerti?
Aku ingin cuma ada kita tanpa dustai dia

Aku memberimu yang terbaik
mengapa dia mendapatkan apa yang terbaik darimu?

(written by: Fiersa Besari)

Kamis, 04 Juni 2015

The only one



I knew my self very well,
i knew who i am,
i knew my weakness,
i knew what makes me upset.

I knew my self since a long time,
i knew my body,
i knew what i want to,
i knew why i became so lazy.

Then for what all of these things?
If i know only half of you,
or even less.

I want to live together with you,
a woman that i don't know, entirely and truthfully
i want to spend all the rest of my time to know you, the only woman that i adore.

I want to live together with you,
a woman that probably will makes me mad,
i want you to be the only one reason why i have to apologize and forgive.

I want to live together with you,
a woman who in the following years will be not pretty anymore,
i want to be the only one person who will completely records your change.

I want to live together with you,
a woman who will makes me bored to hear her story,
i want us to be the only one who always thicken the love, till inaudible and no tremble anymore.

I want to live together with you,
a woman who will see me wrecked by money and position,
i want you to be the only one place where i will complain contemptibly.

I want to live together with you,
a woman who will be abandoned one by one of her beloved parents,
i want my self to be the only one place where you can lie down, comfortably and lastly.

I want to live together with you,
a woman who will raise my children become precious for the religion and the state,
i want us to be the only one who makes our children proud and what are they pray for.

I want to live together with you,
a woman that makes me know how fabulous the love is, and how painful the faithfulness to loving someone is,
i want my life will not full of regret just because i ignored you, the only one part of my love.

Definitely everybody will ready to asked to live happily and wealthy,
But i'm ready as well to live within heartsick and without luxurious from God,
only with you, i'm ready to be carried by God, wherever and however.
Ah! i want you, yes, just you, the only one.

By the guy who is still with longing for you.


Berlin, June 4 2015

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